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Wasting away...

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Stagnating... need... reason (help)  to... try making deviantart pictures...
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... (part 2)

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Idea for a story: two airliners crash into each other, all die except one, he comes home and beats his wife because the coffee's cold... stupid, right? Well, with everything in the news recently, I wouldn't put it past some people... the stupid Wikileaks guy... I hope they hang that dumbass...
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...

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Here I am again... banging my head against the wall... trying to wrack my brain for story ideas... stupid computer replacement... don't have Microsoft Office installed yet, and Openoffice SUCKS... well, *I* think it does... *sighs* Oh, well... I guess I'll just have to start working from my laptop...
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"The Feel Good Drag" by Anberlin:
I'm here for you, she said
And we can stay for awhile
My boyfriend's gone
We can just pretend
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin?
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(Tell me, darling) Where do we begin?

Was this over before?
Before it ever began?
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devil's in your hands

Everyone in this town
Is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
Our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
'cause I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin

Was this over before?
Before it ever began?
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devil's in your hands

Failure is your disease
You want my outline drawn
You were my greatest failure
Discourse your saving song

Was this over before?
Before it ever began?
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devil's in your hands

"Haunted" by Evanescence:
Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there

Watching me wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you loving you
I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head

Watching me wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me raping me
Watching me

Watching me wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you loving you
I won't let you pull me down

"The Rescue" by Search The City:
I'm sorry for the temper I let get away from me
I said a lot of things I didn't really mean
you always wore your heart on the outside,
cause this was just a mess we could never really hide
and now I'm paying for all the mistakes that you made

this is the rescue, the rescue.
the reason I've been holding my breath every night,
this is where we collide
this is the rescue, the rescue
the reason I've been holding my breath every night,
this is where we collide

and there you go again with all the trouble that you get in
it's pins and needles,
we'll start a fire so big the Heavens can see it
you give going up in flames such a good name
and now I'm paying for all the mistakes that you made

this is the rescue, the rescue
the reason I've been holding my breath every night,
this is where we collide
this is the rescue, the rescue
the reason I've been holding my breath every night,
this is where we collide

you'll soon become a voice on the other end of the phone
when I go, go, go
wearing my heart on my sleeve has become
just a touch too messy for me

this is the rescue, the rescue
the reason I've been holding my breath every night,
this is where we collide
this is the rescue, the rescue
the reason I've been holding my breath every night,
this is where we collide

"Lithium" by Evanescence:
Lithium- Don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium- Don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium- I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God, I wanna let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium- Don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium- Don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium- I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
I don't wanna let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness, I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium- Don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium- Don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium- Stay in love with you
I'm gonna let it go

"Bring Me To Life" by Evanescence:
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life (I've been living a lie there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead

(All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
(Without a thought without a voice without a soul)
Don't let me die here (There must be something more)
Bring me to life

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life (I've been living a lie there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

"My Last Breath" by Evanescence:
Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
Oh can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight

I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight

Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there

Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me calling me as you fade to black

(Say goodnight) Holding my last breath
(Don't be afraid) Safe inside myself
(Calling me...) Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Holding my last breath

"Set the Dial" By Run Kid Run:
Static fights against the reel
Real is all I want to feel
This feeling's got me off the ground
Transmitting love around
When everything's a little out of place
Make your move to escape
Set the dial and make it straight
A frequency we will create
So play a song of love the song we want to hear

We are the radio unto the world that's lost control
Let's turn it up so they all know
The song that's playing on the
We are the radio unto the world that's lost control
Let's turn it up so they all know
The song that's playing on the radio

Love is a movement but our movement's slow
The reception on our radio
Is breaking in and out of flow
The sound it can not be concealed
Concealed is how we seem to feel
Let's break these airwaves push it through
Free the signal make a move
So play a song of love the song we want to hear

We are the radio unto the world that's lost control
Let's turn it up so they all know
The song that's playing on the
We are the radio unto the world that's lost control
Let's turn it up so they all know
The song that's playing

Radio yeah take control to the tune of what we know
Let sound waves show, sound waves show

At the top of my lungs I'm gonna tell everyone
This is the sound that sole surrounds
So turn it up I'm gonna dare to share
Open my mouth and declare
This is the sound so play it loud
Into the airwaves now
At the top of my lungs I'm gonna tell everyone
This is the sound that sole surrounds
This is the sound that sole surrounds
So turn it up
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Songs I Like...

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"Outrage" by Capital Lights;
I'll take the blame for you for taking one
Chance away from me at getting over this
And what you were to me your work is done
I'm laughing after all we're getting too old for this and

What a pretty night, what a pretty night
You finally fit into my shoes, I'm never dressed for the occasional
Invasion of surprises, I don't get surprised
You think your secret's safe with you
I'll catch it swinging through the grapevine

It's time I let you go
And here's looking at you, kid
Your last word comes out
Slower than you thought it would
It's all you ever wanted but

You couldn't see me coming with the lights out
You're gonna find out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade
Gung-ho you let your guard down
You're nothing but a write-out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade

I'm taking shame with you for taking too
Too many years that could have lasted now we'll never get back
But tonight the moon will set the mood
I'm a train routed off-course just to keep on track and

What a petty crime, what a petty crime
How could you be anything but greedy when it's all that you know?
Give another try, give another try
But if you're one for the money
Then you're too good to show on time

I let you down
And here's looking at you, kid
Now that I found
And caught you red-handed
I'm the last man standing 'cause

You couldn't see me coming with the lights out
You're gonna find out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade
Gung-ho you let your guard down
You're nothing but a write-out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade

Couldn't see me coming with the lights out
You're gonna find out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade
Gung-ho you let your guard down
You're nothing but a write-out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade

Take my goodbyes with love and meaningful lyrics
I got you this time, I got you this time
A closing line unannounced and breaking your spirits
A curtain call cry
I got you this time, I got you this time

It's happened all before with you the one to call it short
But girl when I say that it's over then it's over for good
We're nothing now but history
I'll leave you reminiscing
In a diary regretting, paying dues

But you couldn't see me coming with the lights out
You're gonna find out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade
Gung-ho you let your guard down
You're nothing but a write-out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade

Couldn't see me coming with the lights out
You're gonna find out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade
Gung-ho you let your guard down
You're nothing but a write-out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade

You couldn't see me coming with the lights out
Soon you're gonna find out
I'll take you out! This is an outrage!
Gung-ho you let your guard down
You're nothing but a write-out
I'll leave you raining on your own parade
I'll leave you raining on your own parade

"Lacrymosa" by Evanescence;
Out on your own
Cold and alone again
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?

Blame it on me, set your guilt free
Nothing can hold you back now

Now that you're gone
Feel like myself again
Greiving the things I can't repair, I'm willing...

To let you blame it on me
And set your guilt free
I don't wanna hold you back now, love

I can't change who I am
Not this time
I won't lie to keep you near me
And in this short life
There's no time to waste on giving up
My love wasn't enough

And you can blame it on me
And set your guilt free, honey
I don't wanna hold you back now, love

"Snow White Queen" by Evanecscence;
Stoplight, lock the door
Don't look back
Undress in the dark
And hide from you, all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
You don't know me
no one ever

You belong to me, my snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over
Soon I know you'll see, you're just like me
Don't scream anymore, my love, 'cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
Frozen fear
All your hands on me
I can't scream, I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep
I don't sleep

You belong to me, my snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over
Soon I know you'll see, you're just like me
Don't scream anymore, my love, 'cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind
And you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me, my snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over
Soon I know you'll see, you're just like me
Don't scream anymore, my love, 'cause all I want is you

All I want is you

All I want is you

All I want is you

"Homemade Valentine" by Children 18:3;
We wasted all our hopes on a whim
They let us down
It's all going down again

In the end, there was nothing left but questions
What started as a revolution
Petered out in guilt and shame

We were set to change the world
We were at the helm of something big
It seems impossible that we should lose everything

Are you the only stranger?
And have you not seen?

We pasted all our hopes on him
Like the paper hearts on a homemade valentine
We wasted all our hopes on a whim
They let us down
It's all going down again

Still it's only three days past
Our king was cast and hope won't last
But it was so much more than memories to haunt the past

Tell me if you understand
What could have been, what should have been
And if there's comfort anywhere
It's resting now beneath the sand

Are you the only stranger?
And have you not seen?

We pasted all our hopes on him
Like the paper hearts on a homemade valentine
We wasted all our hopes on a whim
They let us down
It's all going down again

Oh, so foolish
Oh, hearts so hard
The foolish remind that hearts are blind
(The bullets remind their hearts of bullets)
would you open your mind and see?

"Basket Case" by Green Day;
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
I went to a whore
Who said my life's a bore
So quit my whining 'cause it's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
And am I just paranoid?
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or am I just stoned?

"Last Resort" by Papa Roach;
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding.

This is my last resort.

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding.
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And a contemplated suicide.

Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.

I never realized I was spread too thin
'Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral.
Where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love from another
Searching!
To find a lover on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils.

Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing is alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running, and I'm cryin'
I'm cryin', I'm cryin', I'm cryin, I'm cryin'.

I... can't... go... on... living... this... way...

Cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing,
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding.
Would it be wrong? Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And a contemplated suicide.

Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
losing my sight losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing is alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying.

I... CAN'T... GO... ON... LIVING... THIS... WAY!

Can't go on...
Living this way...
Nothing's all... RIGHT!
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